Sunglasses.
Yes I’m wearing my shades and ts cloudy cause 1. They look so cute with my outfit. 2. The clouds make the sky white which is too bright for my sensitive eyes! 3. Because I want to.
Today was supposed to be my day off! I was going to dedicate it to the gym but I got called into work ! :( no biggy I love money :( and my job pays me to flirt with men drink and look cute so no biggy!
Okay I’ve done enough damage for one night ! Haha time to sleep for 20 mins wake up at 8 for class, go to the gym till 3 then getting my butt over to work for a nice long shift at Ammos! With 2 hours and 20 minutes of sleep only ;_; help. Good night/good morning
Just a regular 20 year old.
Ah. My life is amazing. I have the greatest friends and we love to party. We defiantly know how. Thanks to New York City! I’m only recently single. Just came out of a 3 year relationship a few months ago. I still learn from that experience everyday. It’s such a different life being single. I was so in love with love and who I loved. But people change and the time comes to part ways. I’m happier then ever though. I’m experiencing the craziest things lately. I realized you can’t live your life trying to hold a reputation. I was always the so good and adorable. But I feel like I’ve found me. I do what I want and say what’s on my mind, even if it’s dirty or whatever. I feel sexy and strong. People have been asking me if I’m going through a faze because i’m partying, drinking and experiencing new things. Some friends of mine are even worried. But there’s no need. I’m just being a 20 year old girl. I’m going to make mistakes, fuck up, and say stupid shit. I just feel free and I don’t want to ever be caged up again. I’ve been meeting the most insane people I normally would never give a chance to get to know. It’s so interesting! Also my dating life is insane. It’s actually driving me crazy but in a good way. I’m seeing a lot of guys but just getting to know them.. Nothing more! There all great but I can’t do a relationship again. So I’m just having a good time dating and meeting new people! My girl friends are truly my soul mates. I wouldn’t be anything without them there amazing each with there own personalities that I adore! No ones ever perfect though. Some days my lifes a mess! School and work get crazy and I’m trying to stay fit! The gym makes me feel amazing!
Even after everything somedays it’s nice to think of old memories and remember how my life was at one point and how it’s so different now.
I know I’m not in love with my ex bf but I will always love him. It’s complicated. I know were not supposed to be together but were supposed to be friends :) I know nothing will ever be more crazy then my first love. I don’t think I’ll ever love someone like I loved him. I hope he holds on to that. Time to enjoy this new chapter to my life. It’s so good right now I’m afraid it can only get worse from here but let’s be positive!!!!
